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| I am feeling incredibly anxious. It's 11:56pm & I'm still drawing. Eating original Oreo's with a seriously hot Cappucino. My eyes are trying to fall together, but I'm listening to Thrices new album, drawing my heart out and am so worried.
Oreo is also salivating (We've had to put some stuff on his neck & He keeps licking it), so it's pretty much freaking me out. I was considering starting a new blog, but I decided I'd see how tomorrow goes before I start it & pretty much start a new life if all goes according to plan.
I've got my college drop in session tomorrow, keep your fingers crossed for me. Because I've got a feeling I'm going to need all the luck I can get.
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| Open iTunes, Windows Media Player, or whatever you use on your computer. What program do you use? iTunes How many songs in your library? 3,500 Artists? 668 Albums? 909
How big is your library in size (GBs)? 17.05GB How many hours and minutes? 371 days, 1 hour, 37 minutes and 36 seconds.
Do you remember the first artist/album you put in it? Hah! What's the first artist in your library? *cough* A1.
Last? 3oh!3 What letter of the alphabet has the most artists? Probably T, A, B, F - Pretty much all of them look to have the same capacity.
What artists do you have under Q? Quidsyn - Some song from a random dance album.
X? 0 Z? 0 Name your top 20 favorite artists. I'll just do my like, top 25 played artists.
1. Rob Pattinson 2. Beyonce 3. Taylor Swift 4. Black Eyed Peas 5. Jimmy Eat World 6. Aly & AJ 7. Keri Hilson 8. The Used 9. 3oh!3 10. Kings of Leon 11. The Killers 12. All Time Low 13. The Higher 14. Spencer Pratt (LOL, dont even ask) 15. Incubus 16. Belle & Sebastien 17. Rilo Kiley 18. Motley Crue 19. Aaron Carter 20. Avril Lavigne. Just kill me now?
How many of your albums don't have album covers? The majority of them dont have covers.
How many of your albums are named "unknown album?" None, actually.
What's your favorite album cover? Mine don't have covers, so I cant tell you.
Wait, I love the cover to Hit The Lights - Coast To Coast EP. Incubus - Make Yourself Jacks Mannequin - Everything in Transit For which artist do you have the most albums? Probably the whole Bright Eyes/Conor Oberst thang.
Songs? I can't figure that out, man What artists/albums are in your recently added list? Mitchell Musso, Spencer Pratt, All Time Lows new CD, The Highers new CD.
What song/artist are you listening to right now? The Audition - The Way You Move
Search the key word and see how many songs appear: "Sex": 17 "Death": 35 "Love": 155 "You": 435 "Me": 825 "Drugs": 1 "Hate": 10
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| I haven't blogged in ages and well, I need to get a few things off my chest, so it'll probably end up being a rant so it shouldn't be a shock to you if it is.
So, I went to see my friend Gary last night, who I have no seen in forever. We bought some wine and stayed classy at his new place, man, he always stays in the most amazing places. The 3 girls he shares the house with are lovely aswell. I finally got home from Garys, it was a mission to say the least and I showered because the weather has been ridiculous! So muggy and close and ugh, I just cannot stand it. Mother cooked me a fry up, because my tummy was all "I'm hungry due to the immense intake of alcohol!", which was nice. Later today we went shopping quickly, to get her some Vodka, and me some multipacks of Red Bull and some chocolate Oreos :) Half way through, we got into a little bit of a tiff, because she was all "Move out! I'm sick of your bitchiness and strops", I almost cried in the middle of the store but gah, I just put on my hardface, I wasn't going to let her get to me.
Later, I bleached her roots for her as shes gone out clubbing tonight, whilst I'm the responsible teen sitting at home, blogging. Haha, I put the blonde back in my hair :) I love itttt. I haven't had this in ages, I remember when the craze for blonde chunks started in the area after I done mine, haha, nice. At first it didnt go so nice, and Mother got stroppy at me, so I burst into tears and ugh.
I redid it and Roo told me some great news. He lives in London and his Mummy has a lover man in Kent, so she's driven there this evening to attend appointments for bungalows over there, he doesnt want to move there so she's given him a wad of money to buy himself a flat. And guess what?! He's going to look into part buying/part renting, and a two bedroom. I'll be living with him! I was talking to my Mum about it and she was totally fine. The next thing I knew, she was walking into the bedroom in tears about how she's been looking after me for the past 19 years, it'd be weird without me not being there and she'd just miss me. She also mentioned about how she knows I hate it here, hate what I've got and she wishes she was able to give me more, like a Dad, and brothers and sisters, in some way I wish I had all of that, but at the end of it, I'm glad with what I've got. I started crying too, then she said about how she knew it's a dream of mine to live in London and work there and she said I'm 19, I've got to start doing stuff for myself, it's just been really upsetting. It was a nice heart to heart and whenever I think about it, my heart detaches a little bit and ugh. I got my makeup all on, as I was going to go to the pub for one drink but ugh, Matt didnt remention going, so fuck it. I'm staying up as late as I can, to make the most of this makeup.
I'm so tired, but I dont want tomorrow to come. I want to be stuck in this moment.
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| I guess my birthday wasnt so bad in the end; Mother was in a better mood on Tuesday so that was nice. I literally spent the day doing nothing then in the afternoon we went and saw The Hangover which by the way, is so funny - I just could not stop laughing! We then went to Frankie & Bennys for dinner. We ended up having a conversation about my 21st birthday (I know its 2 years away, but 21 is a big age!) We decided to go to New York for 2 weeks and be there during the 4th July - My Uncles birthday is the 2nd July and we saw him in the evening on my birthday, him and his girlfriend are going to come with us too :) This way, we have two years to save up for it - As we want LOADS of spending money, ideally. We're going to do the whole touristy thing!
Yesss.
Wednesday, I went shopping into Basingstoke with Samantha, it was a lovely day actually - We done lunch in Pizza Hut and smoked alot, ahaha. To be honest, I can't even remember what I bought that day. We went into New Look and I fell in love with these shoes; I know they're absolutely vile but so comfy! I just showed my Mum and she dissed the state of my legs (Yes, my legs are like rugby players) and then she asked if they were comfy.. Haha. The front rolled too much!
I also looked like shit that day, I was purely so tired; 
OH OH OH AND THIS UNDERPASS MADE MY DAY! whats with the lights?! They also changed colour!

I got home and played on Sims 3, I am truly addicted! She's had two kids already. Wednesday evening we went to The Quays and wait, let me see if there are pictures of it online, because the outside is beautiful.

It really is lovely there, so relaxed. I mean - it gets busy but unlike other pubs its not loud and rowdy, it's purely just relaxed. I felt a tad overdressed, but so did Samantha, meaning all was good! Rocky came eventually, she wrote an essay in my friggin' birthday card!
This is what I wore;
-- Actually, I'm lying. I have no pictures of what I wore! Only extremely blurry!
We ended up not being able to go clubbing because nowhere accepted Samantha's 'form' of ID. Aka a speeding ticket and three NUS cards! So we ended up buying Cosmo and Sex on The beach and venturing to Rockys to chill out. 1:30am came, me and Sam went to McDonalds, came home and chatted to the amazing Welsh beauty that is Laura - I love Welsh accents so much.
I guess it wasnt so bad, I mean - It definately could have been better, thus, I cannot complain.
Stay Cute.
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| I must admit - today started out amazingly, peaked at absolute amazingness, then just fucking died.
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